Took me about sixty hours of no sleep to passionately hate my family. Plus, maybe, seven fucking years of no sleep prior to that.
I am dying to sleep, and these fuckers just don’t let me fucking sleep. Today it’s Hnat, it’s been over an hour he’s not letting me sleep. I just hate him right now.
Solomia doesn’t help at all and makes it all so much worse. Nadia is like an animal, so far. At least she’s trained to some degree now. And she’s asleep.
Hnat is not. And he’s not even close. Bonus point the idiots cannot fucking vote to remove the fucking clock change off this country.
This very fact alone — lack of any sleep — makes me think this family wouldn’t work out in the end. Either I simply won’t survive. Or I just leave them to fucking survive. That’s just fucking hell. I tell them I’m dying I need to sleep, none of them care.
I haven’t slept since Wednesday’s morning. Checking notes: since 4:56 am. It’s 10 pm now. So, about 48 + 15 hours = 63 hours.
Not that I was properly restored before that.
It took Hnat another hour to get asleep. When Solomia arrived home eventually, I went to sleep to the kitchen. Nadia woke up in the night, and hadn’t slept for an hour, from 2 to 3 AM. She would wake up at half past 6 am, or so.
Fuckity fuck.
And the night after that… Nadia would not sleep for 2-to-3 hours in the dead of the night, like from 2 to 5 am or something like that. And we’re having lots of air raid alerts that night too.
Cool, I would mostly sleep when I’d die. Won’t have much energy to haunt others. Sorry about that.