Again. A couple of weeks back she couldn’t stop laughing since the early morning till the late night. She was waking up during the night, fucking laughing.
She’s sick since Wednesday. She hadn’t slept during the day, not even once on Thursday and Friday. Only during Wednesday, at school. Twice, during the afternoon, and in the evening when I came pick her up.
She barely sleeps. I suddenly realised she basically robs Hnat from us giving him proper parenting (meaning educating him and being more present in his life). We have no fucking energy. I start feeling worse too, perhaps I’d be sick tomorrow. It’s difficult to keep the immune system if you don’t fucking sleep.
It’s 1:30 am, if the fucking clock wasn’t changed. She woke up early morning, no sleep during the day, I just hate this amount of energy. Better she’d fucking learn a fucking word, at least one. No, she’d do anything else instead.
How does she suppose to heal if she does not fucking sleep? She does not drink water (in general), does not sleep.
All she wants in life is to eat candies and watch TV. Exactly like her Mormor, who’s not autistic, but bears an extremely low intelligence, except for the cases when she needs to extract money from her husband.